Copyright © 2010 Ernest Bloom.
The sky was lead-colored around the sun, riding high overhead, mounting higher and higher. They were tracking across the packed wet sand with only the women's footprints to guide them. All traces of passages get washed away through the cycles of tides and waves, he thought. Oscillators and simple harmonic motion. It was that way: a long period of resisting entropy, resisting, and then the great surgical slice down through time, and surrender, no more resisting at all. All that high drama and fury, the sound, the banshee noise of it all, voices, bodies clashing, bodies colliding, the surge and the ebb, the wailing tempest roar. The roaring of lions, the howling of wolves, the raging of the stormy sea, and the destructive sword. How wild this Atlantic beach might be in winter, he thought. He imagined pirates rowing ashore here on a much colder day than this one with the wild seas tossed high in advance of a coming squall. To bury treasure? Surely. Blackbeard, maybe, milky onyx eyes and a pirate's coat of indigo blue. Had Blackbeard not operated up north, off the Carolinas? But any brigands at all might have secretly dispatched a lonesome scow ashore here under low, violent storms, red lightning licking closely overhead. There must be, he thought, an instinct to bury treasure away, just as squirrels sequester acorns and dogs bury bones. The hording instinct. Money under the mattress. Greed cowering behind a patriotic mask. Fear slinking in the darkest shadows. Secret it away.
But he considered how attempts to amass secret treasure hordes inevitably prove futile. Old, fraying paper money is confiscated piecemeal and impounded by the banks and destroyed, making way for the future, for the new. Flax. Security devices and strips. Watermarks. Even our most cherished material possessions decay and fall apart. Moths devour prized fabrics. The bothersome moth doth wage wroth upon the tender cloth. And rust never sleeps.
Caveat emptor. Some see how things are, some see how things could be much worse. The clashing half-a-glass views of social intercourse. Conflict. Irresolvable differences. But conflicts breed a symbiotic interdependence. An ecological necessity. Codependence, love to hate, hate to love. Capitalism is a formalized ritual of state-sanctioned thievery, but let authority endorse it as official policy and all public doubt and compunction melts away. Those were merely the rules of the game. The rules of the road. Morality only clouds simple matters, like pouring milk into a glass of dark, bubbly cola. Some few mystics or visionaries or other hallucinating fools consider how things could be, imagine other worlds. What mass-psychology would prevail were the old laws cast away and new ones rewritten, like. . . .let the seller beware. Rock the gestalt and risk rousing the sleeping giant up through a series of rough, overlapping dreams? Shift the burden to the plutocracy and the cause of common decency. Make humanity safe for human beings. What a maverick concept! Positively unredeemable recusant. Threat to the herd.
Conventional thinking thus reflexively lays waste the tender iconoclast.
Ahead were many bathers on the beach, men, women, children. Children digging in the mud, raising destitute, forlorn, crumbly castles, water seeping up to fill the moats. Those foundations cannot be at all sound. Facing eviction, all of them. Teetering on the brink, perhaps unwittingly. The invisible threat of foreclosure. Goliath bankers. The economy was to blame, he thought, torn apart by an out-of-sight-out-of-mind departed administration, so blame it all on the black guy, an easy and convenient scapegoat that obviates any necessity for considering reality. Tinny music squeaked out from the wharf on shore, synthetic pop music. A never-ending barrage of breeding songs. Songs written and composed exclusively as a cheap soundtrack for enacting mating rituals. The men flexed, strode firmly, toned and cocky. Brown and muscular, mused hair, gleaming white smiles and black shades like a hundred Jack Kennedys after the steroid injections. Baseball caps. Plenty of young women on display out here in the warm sun in their bikinis, flirty objects at play, and everyone pretending it was not indistinguishable from a public parade in one's underwear, or less. It was only a matter of the context, not the flesh exposed-to-concealed ratio per se. He longed suddenly to see Nora that way, but she walked along up ahead with Jessie, the two of them still talking seemingly quite earnestly now, Nora still poking her stick into the strand, carrying her shoes in her other hand, her feet bare in the soft sand, only the backs of her naked knees visible to him beneath the buttoned cuffs of her long shorts. The calves of her long, brown legs, and her blonde hair hanging down over her breezy-light blue denim shirt. Charlie was nowhere to be seen, but Teddy walked alongside him, a few feet continental, brooding on his own thoughts behind a gloomy, saturnine mien. He wondered what sort of thoughts enveloped Teddy. Probably thinking about sports, he guessed. Missed games.
Well, that was fate, too. The needs of the trip imposed those limits on what Teddy could and could not do. Curtailed his decisions. You gave up one set of options for another.
Tradeoffs were central to nature. That was the cardinal dynamic. Confined by limiting factors and tolerance boundaries, species must commit absolutely to choices that could not be undone. A genetic tactics thus unfolded, and it revealed itself to those who had eyes to see. But only, he reflected, if a decent window-washer could be found to scrub away these filthy panes which darken our cavernous interiors! Why did soaring condors sacrifice bone density for greater wingspan? Or conifers grow needles and river-weed cottonwoods sprout great splayed, flat, sticky leaves? The questions and answers were one: reproductive success maximized under divergent environmental and ecological milieux. Leaf morphologic optimization correlated with photosynthetic efficiency. Aridity. Availability of water. Presence of shade. Heat. Minimizing profligate transpiration. Ecology and economics are one. The calculus of n-dimensional multifactor optimization: maximize a while minimizing b. Maybe the same logic leads inevitably to a critical polarization of a binary politics? We must entertain even the least savory hypotheses. . . .Confronting vying masters, the mind cleaves to the one or the other. Materialism. Greed. Lust for money and power. Ostentatious charity. Ostentatious prayer. Avarice. Richness. Injustice. Covetousness.
No.
It were better by far to secretly bury your spiritual treasures away in Heaven like a good, pious pirate should.
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ReplyDeleteIf the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things through narrow chinks of his cavern.
ReplyDelete-- Blake
Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.
ReplyDeleteTherefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth:
That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly.
And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the streets, that they may be seen of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking.
Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him.
After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever.
Amen.
For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:
But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.
Moreover when ye fast, be not, as the hypocrites, of a sad countenance: for they disfigure their faces, that they may appear unto men to fast. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
But thou, when thou fastest, anoint thine head, and wash thy face;
That thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly.
Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:
ReplyDeleteBut lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:
For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.
But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!
No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon.
Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment?
Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they?
Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature?
And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin:
And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith?
Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed?
(For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.
But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.
episode 11 1104-1133 (hour ruled by Jupiter (metal=tin)) EARTH ELEMENTAL [dish/earth/grail legend] (BODY) 0929-1254
ReplyDeleteKEY 15 THE DEVIL The Devil with wings, horns and claws, holds a man and woman on a leash of chains. Closely linked to sex. Devil/goat/Capricorn (solid, practical, determined leaders, leaping over dangers, butting away obstacles, cautious, utilitarian, politicians); symbols of lust. The card is emblematic of power and worldly mastery, dominating forces of pride, ambition and lust. Capricorn (solid, practical, determined leaders, leaping over dangers, butting away obstacles, cautious, utilitarian, politicians) is the Devil card and ruled by Saturn (metal=lead) which represents solitude, rigidity and ambition.
Favorable:
The card deals mostly with the material world to
the exclusion of the spiritual: in my experience, it usually denotes a sexual encounter, though it may also signify the amassment of riches, gourmandizing and all
manner of over-indulgence. Obsession with matters material. Extraordinary efforts. Predestination. Magic which affects
the material plane, for good or ill.
Unfavorable:
Spiritual understanding, psychic healing.
Weakness, pettiness, blindness (not physical only), ineffectuality, indecision.
15, Le Diable
Corresponds, through the letter Ayin, with Capricorn (solid, practical, determined leaders, leaping over dangers, butting away obstacles, cautious, utilitarian, politicians). In all but the highest spiritual questions, where the Querent is definitely and consciously on the occult path, this card is of evil significance. In its most general meanings, it signifies Mammon, and thus big business, the conventions of society, the injustice and cruelty of a social order in which money takes the place of God, in which humanity is bestialized, in which war is engineered by greed masquerading as
patriotism, in which fear is dominant. Students of astrology will have no difficulty in seeing how this corresponds to Capricorn (solid, practical, determined leaders, leaping over dangers, butting away obstacles, cautious, utilitarian, politicians), the sign of
big business, and the sign of worldly fame. Not that Capricorn (solid, practical, determined leaders, leaping over dangers, butting away obstacles, cautious, utilitarian, politicians) is evil, but that its lower and negative expression is what has just been mentioned.
Meanings
Bondage, materiality, force (especially the force of convention and public opinion), fate, necessity.
elements, planets, zodiac signs: Capricorn (solid, practical, determined leaders, leaping over dangers, butting away obstacles, cautious, utilitarian, politicians) (Saturn (metal=lead))
planetary magic: works of death, destruction or injury; raising souls from hell; obtaining knowledge; all operations connected with buildings (because in the Cabala Saturn (metal=lead) is the force of stability and inertia)
stone: onyx or sapphire set in lead
body part: knees
creature: goat, ass
plant: thistle
color: indigo
metal: lead
numerology: withdrawal from the world; mystery, secrets
element: earth
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